I never wanted to hurt anybody. Little did I know that my
words cut so deep, like they were venom.
I do know that what was said cannot be undo nor those
hurtful talk falls onto deaf ears. Being this egoistic person that I have always been does not aid to this
either.
However, deep down I do know where I stand. Realisation hit me hard that I could not
accept my condition, and the immense desire to change it became
enormous that it is eating myself up, to the point where I became blinded and could not swallow the
small doses of what I have into blessings. I forgot how it feels like to be grateful.
I believe sometimes you just lose yourself, which
eventually makes me wonder if I am paying the price for those sins that I have committed to.
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Goodnight